Sinocalypse Blog

So I know you guys get pissy when I fail to remind you of things YOU SHOULD ALREADY KNOW!! lol
But here’s your reminder so I don’t have to listen to you bitch later that you forgot.

My bday is on the 22nd of this month.

So now you know

Sissy site looks like it is doing well. Thank you to everyone who participates. There’s really not alot to blog about today. I posted several new videos on the 2evil4u clip store.

I have a ebanned auction running right now for a pair of socks check it out

I don’t post my items up for auction very often but I need to try to remember I have a ton of things to sell. So if any of you little sissys are in need of some pantys,stockings or whatever please message me and we can go thru my things.

No one has contacted me about the white canvas shoes I posted a few days ago so I imagine tomorrow they will be placed on ebanned as well.

I will be online in about 3 hours doing shows and such. Have some stuff to run out and do first. So stop by and see me on chaturbate.

I need to thank sexslaveofsatan for the communion bread and mother superior outfit that have arrived. Normally I would take pictures but the battery in my camera needs charged. So I guess you’ll just see it when I make a video lol.

I know alot of you write to me with requests or video Ideas and sometimes…maybe I don’t respond. I’m fairly bad at not responding actually. But I want you to know I do read them….and I do save them. So anytime I need a video Idea I go back to my email and pick one to do.And if I manage to get yours done I email you to tell you it’s up on the stores. So please don’t think I’m ignoring you,there’s just not enough time in the day.
Plus I always do the custom videos first.Which is why I rarely get around to making peoples ideas.So if you want yours done it’s easier to just get a custom video from me.

Andrew has been a good boy lately making me some graghics I asked for. You can go check em out on the sissy site and on 2evil4u.com

I hope everyones enjoying the new sissy site and making some friends.Don’t forget to post your videos,I really like watching them and it’s nice to not have to post my own lol. I have made several of you custom videos that are up on youtube. Feel free to post them if you want. All you have to do is grab the embed code off youtube. I just don’t have time to move em over myself.But please remember to only move the ones that are posted on youtube. Altho if you are lucky enough to actually have the video file it may be safer to just upload it considering you never know when my youtube account will be banned again. Then all the embed codes will stop functioning.

Has anyone but me noticed that Trixie really wanted this site but has yet to post a blog which was the whole reason I went through all the trouble to create the site? lol

Ok so one of these pairs of shoes is already purchased.

I am only posting these pics here so he can choose a pair…they are nasty huh?

Anyway if anyone wants the second pair lemme know. I am already busy working on my third pair so I no longer wish to wear these

So thank you to Sissy Baby Monica for buying my pizza the other day. And to Amy for sending me money to buy myself a movie off my wishlist. I’ve taken some of the amazon money people have been paying me with and gotten several of them to shorten the list. I also removed all the christmas things off of it and alot of the things that were no longer available. So hopfully it’s alittle easier for you guys to find your way around now.

For those of you who are sometimes asking which Items are the most important on the list….here’s two I hope to get soon. There is a ball gag and a pussy pump on there somewhere. Yes,odd maybe. But I’m a curious girl…haha. And I have videos to make after all.

You girlies seem to be in a little competition to be my favorite…..Even if I had a favorite do you think I’d tell you who it was? But as a hint it would be the most obediant one. For instance if you ever see…quick gimme money for my pizza……then gimme some damn money for my pizza. And you might be the favorite lol

Believe me sweet talking isn’t the way to win me over.There’s alot of smooth talkers out there. But I could turn on tv if I wanted a bunch of senseless jabber. just don’t annoy me and gimme everything I want….sure fire way

And if that statement just annoyed you then stop and ask yourself,what the fuck kinda slave are you anyway? (referring only to those who refer to themselves as my slaves)
There are many…who call themselves that. And very few who carry it through.
Think on it. There have been times I’ve posted for someone to send me 5 bucks for milk. Is it to test you? Maybe…did you fail…probably. The slaves I actually claim see this and buy the damn milk. And when they are done they don’t expect anything in return. But you know what…they get something in return. Me actually claiming them as slaves.
Sorry guys occasionally buying a video…is a customer. Not my personal slave. lol Just saying.

For all the smoking sissy bitches don’t forget to check out the new site I made for you guys. Trixie would luv it if you came and paid her some attention.

If you just have a smoking fetish you might find it a fun place to hang out also. It says you have to upload a profile picture to sign up…I decided not to change this. But use your brains guys…it doesn’t have to be a picture of you. Put up a picture of a turtle or something damn.

I have created a new clip site to go with the new store. There are currently no clips in it but hopefully I will get the first one done and added tomorrow. So keep an eye on it.

go here

http://2sissy4u.socialparody.com/main

Happy new Year everyone.
I can’t wait to see how this year turns out. I’m pretty excited and motivated to make it good.

I don’t really have anything useful or interesting to say. I’m ragging right now that’s why you haven’t seen me.

I know some of you really enjoy my oddball musical tastes. Since I have nothing fun to do today other than clean I decided to make you a list of some of the songs you hear in my rooms. People are always asking me what’s that song…what’s this song…so here’s a few. My present to you. So you can listen to some good music for the new year,lol.
I’m not gonna post the downloads,but I will post the songs and you can go get em yourself. Not all of these links will work for you depending on what country your in and such…sorry. And I know not all these songs fit the “image” you may have of evil sinistress.
But let’s be honest most of you came up with that image yourselves. Music is my favorite thing in the world and I like what I like…and no it’s usually not dreary goth music.

Don’t fear the Reaper-Blue Oyster Cult

Use your love-the outfield

Anything Anything-Dramarama

Eminem-Seduction

Rebell Yell-Drowning Pool
Ok yes I know there are many versions of this by different people. And nothing ever really beats the original.But this is the one you’ll most likely hear in my room.

Piece of my heart Janice Joplin

Hardly Wait-Juliette Lewis

Led Zepplin-Dyer Maker

Oasis-Wonderwall

Dead mans Party-Oingo Boingo

Cemetary Gates-Pantera

Nights of Love-Papa Roach

Every You Every Me=-Placebo

Skin-Rhiana

BadAss-Saliva

Fuck me like you hate me-seether

Cry Little Sister-Sisters of Mercy

Smack Down=Thousand Foot Krutch

Stranglehold-Ted Nugent

Self Esteem-The Offspring

Alright so now you have several of my favorite songs to help answer what’s that!

But that’s not all. I didn’t put alot of the songs I typically dance to up in that list because they are usually dubstep songs.Not everyone likes dubstep…Including me.
I fall in love with these songs because I normally like the begining and the end and everything in the middle is a bunch of fuckin noise…so it’s definately something that grows on your or doesn’t.
So here’s another list of the songs I also dance to

Night by Night-Chromeo

In For The Kill-La Roux

Use your love

You’ve got the love -florence and the machine

To close-Alex Claire

Eyes on Fire-Blue Foundation

Lollipop- Lil Wayne

Promises-Nero

Rock that Body-Skrillex

All I ask of you-skrillex

With You-Skrillex

So sometimes I think trixie is a very lucky girl that she’s not close enough to be bitchslapped…cuz sometimes I so wanna…
Here’s a fun conversation from earlier today.

Trixie- you been looking sooooooooo good in your vids lately
Trixie- did you stop drinking, or started drinking more
sinistress- Wtf? never drank lol

But on that note, trixie has been begging for her own blog. I guess she thinks she has alot to say to the world? No, not really…I think she just wants more attention don’t you?
I talked her out of starting her own blog tho.Who really needs a blog for smoking sissy sluts anyway.

I’m just kidding guys….I know you’d love such a place. Which is why I talked her out of making a blog. And into making a social site. A site where smoking sissys can go post their own blogs,videos,pics,experiences,and come together and perv on each other.

Unfortunately Trixie is a lazy cunt so she won’t be putting this together…as usual I get to make the damn thing,but that’s okay cuz Ima make her ass pay.

And I should say for the record because I know I’ve given her alot of shit in the past that I HAVE seen Trixie. She sent me some pictures recently.Now weather they were really her or not who knows….I should totally make her retake some holding a sign for me,but whatever. IF they really were pictures of her then I named her well cuz she is damn hot. But she should be right? For someone that’s always trying to claim to be hotter than me….
And no I cannot post them because she likes her privacy. And I keep my customers privacy safe.

So look at that…a whole mutherfuckin post all about Trixie…the world will probably end now.
Beware.

So I hope everyone had a great holiday.Mine was good. The fudge I made never really worked out…it’s pretty mushy. Guess I won’t do that again.Altho I do admit I didn’t really follow the recipie. But yea…christmas was good here. I’m sure all that cherry pie is only helping to fatten me up but I don’t give a fuck cuz I baked it and Ima eat it..lol.

Now I just need to spend the next week workin my ass off so I can pay off the tv I got myself for christmas.It was actually suppose to double as a computer monitor because I can’t see my computer screens when I’m up dancing.But..that doesn’t seem to be working out because anytime the computer is plugged into the tv then the tv decides to shut itself off.So I guess it can stay a tv.It does not want to be a computer monitor.

So what shall we talk about today?
I suppose we could talk about the smoking fetish. I’ve always been amused by the comments I get on youtube. And no matter how I go about trying to relay messages to those people it tends to always fail. Probably because they are to busy to read…or even listen when their cocks are in thier hands.But there’s a few things I’ve tried to say in many different ways over the years.
I don’t take suggestions or ideas or advice on how to make my videos better or more appealing….nor do I care about pleasing or increasing my “fan base” Yes I realize I have picked up some fans anyway. And this is where I might become slightly offensive to you. But I’m a realistic kinda girl. And the real world tells me my “fans” don’t pay my bills.
I could have 10k subscribers and 5k followers on twitter who asbolutely ador my ass. But what good does that do me? NOTHING lol
So have I ever put my focus there? no…I haven’t and won’t.
They will continue to surf the web and collect or find as much free stuff on me as they can find.But they are generally completly against paying for any of the things they enjoy.”I don’t pay for my fetishes” or even better turning it on me and saying “Your not a real fetishist if you want money in return”.”You don’t do this because you love it you do this for the money”. Because god forbid anyone should have a job they also love? I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. There are many doctors in this world who work insane hours,take great pride in thier work and honestly love saving your fucking lives…but you know what…they’ll still send you a bill.
So I get alot of calls or even emails from my “fans” claiming they love me and hey keep up the good work.And I truelly enjoy reading the mails and comments.It’s nice to be appreciated.And I still have respect for those people.Up until they start telling me how to do things.

Customers,clients,slaves,perverts,addicts,sin junkies…whatever you want to call them…That’s my focus.Those are the people who pay for my time,and allow me to pay my bills.These are the guys who actually buy videos,or buy cam shows…or in some cases just pay for my damn cigarettes, or send an occasional present..that’s a true fan right there.

There are alot of things I find pointless.Youtube happens to be one of them.Now I have picked up some wonderful customers from it,so it’s not all bad. But what I am saying is,I don’t care what my ratings are. I don’t care how many subscribers I have.So encouraging me to do more or even do it differently is mute. The only reason any videos at all are there,is because someone paid me to put their video on youtube. Because as you may have noticed I don’t post there regularly and I certainly don’t just post because I can. So maybe don’t keep riding my ass about how it could be better,or spilling out your love for me. Maybe just do the right thing,and actually profess your love to the person who actually paid for that video and made it possible for you to see it in the first place.

Other things that never seem to get thru no matter how many times I say it.
I am not Monica. I am not trixie…Trixie is certainly NOT ME. I am not princess….In fact I am not anyone…expcept sinistres…or…in youtube names Sinocalypse.

Anyone with a fetish is always going to be critical of that fetish.And each person will always have a different take on it.This one especially. I prefer menthols. I prefer white filters…I prefer cork filters.I prefer french inhales..BLah
This is exactly the reason I do whatever the hell I want to do especially somewhere like youtube where you aren’t even paying to see it.The real fetish videos are obviously in…”the fetish clips store” tough concept there tho.
Also let’s not forget that I am a fetish model.Do I actually have your fetishes….I’m sure you wish I did. But just because I do foot fetish shows,doesn’t mean I like feet. Just because I shove my ass in your face to satisfy your ass fetish,does not mean I like ass.
I am a smoker. I have been smoking since I was young. As much as people like to claim I just keep getting better and better at it that’s actually bullshit. I smoke the same way now as I always have. Nor is it going to change. The camera might change…the lighting might change.But I won’t.
So it all comes down to you either like it or you don’t.

And on a final note…
I have a big black toy which I’m sure many of you have seen several times.Because I have been using it for many years…not typically to fuck myself because it’s huge. But often to spit or suck on yes. It is time for me to part with this black beauty and I want to know who it’s next owner is going to be. Contact me with your offers and we shall see.

So here’s an update from the waltons…JK
I did get the fudge made yesterday. I haven’t tried it yet tho but I think it came out alright. I couldn’t decide what kind I wanted so admitedly I threw it all in there…I’m not sure what it is. chocolate marshmellow peanutbutter fudge?Yea we can go with that
So I went out shopping like I said I was gonna. Good thing to I got myself the perfect christmas present. As most of you know I sorta have a heat fetish. And my dream present has always been an electric blanket. Tho for years now no ones ever gotten me one. I saw some at walmart a few weeks ago…they were beautiful made from this very soft fabric and only about 120 dollars..blah.
So obviously that’s to much for me and I didn’t get one.
So I went to this consignment store here in town. They have alot of cheaper things because the packages have been damaged or products returned and such and the lady there offered me an electric blanket just like the soft dreamy ones at walmart. I wasn’t sure how much it would cost me but I knew I wanted it bad…I’m sure my mouth was watering.So I told her I’d take it and she sold it to me for 10 dolla…oh yea. It doesn’t get better than that.
I also bought myself a dresser. I believe this is the first dresser I’ve actually owned for…about 12 years lol. And some new sheets for my bed. It’s hard to find king size sheets that don’t cost a fortune. I haven’t tried to put em on yet. My beds actually a california king so maybe they won’t even fit…but I’ll make em stretch! They were only 14 dollars. So now I officially have 2 sets of sheets instead of 1. The old ones were driving me nuts because they are so old even after washing them they still look dirty.

For those of you keeping up with my christmas adventures tonight we are just having hot chocolate with marshmellows. I wanted to watch some christmas shows cuz I did as a kid. you know rudolf and frosty the snowman was always on tv. My children tho seem to wanna watch harry potter instead….so I dunno
We are quite dysfunctional

I might be off an on taking calls or doing shows today and I gotta do the videos that I did not do yesterday.

And as fair warning I am considering removing the members area of clips4sale. I don’t get very many member sign ups per month anyway on either site. Usually about 3. And I’m not complaining about that believe me. Opting for the members option is much cheaper for you guys.But we all know I’m a savy business woman. So yes dropping it only benefits me. It means if you want those videos you’ll actually have to buy them.

In fact I’ve considered dropping my websites completly to save myself alittle money too. And I’ll tell you why there’s actually several reasons. I’m not really sure what purpose the sites actually serve at this point.There’s really not a members area anymore. I don’t even really broadcast from my site anymore because so many people were coming in to watch but weren’t tipping or buying shows. So I guess it’s true the more you give the more people take eh? Plus I live in a very small town and it seems the locals are quite nosey,and underage…and won’t keep themselves or thier children outa my site. I am currently looking into a way to block them but what difference does it make. I’m sure if you do a search of sinocalypse or sinistress atleast 5 pages of shit will pop up. So even if I ditched my own websites I’m still very well known and easy enough to find elsewhere.
So yea I dunno really what point the sites serve anymore other than maybe giving alittle information about myself. The biggest issue is my blog. I know alot of people look forward to my blogs. And that is the only thing really stopping me from removing them. I would miss my blog too. Yes I could move the blog. But I like it right where it is right now because I do not like following the rules of blog hosts,most of them don’t even allow adult content. This blog….is hosted by me. I can do whatever the fuck I want. I have tried to cut back on the nudity now that I know alot of “extra nosey people” are coming here.

And how do I know they come here you wonder….well it’s easy my oldest 2 kids told me.
And that’s when it becomes a problem huh
Thing is this has always been my job. I’ve been doing it since one of them was around 3 and he’s 13 now. I’ve never lied to my kids.I’ve always been open with them…It’s true I didn’t sit them down and tell them EXACTLY what I do…however…they aren’t stupid.
So I have asked them if they want me to take this all down,if it bothers them,if they are being teased and such.
And they don’t seem to have a problem with this.Why would they tho…it buys their christmas presents,which they would otherwise not have.
And by not have I don’t mean I’m so lazy I couldn’t go out and get another “real” job as some people like to call them. I actually have a few nursing liscenses and could easily go work.But I’ve been there ,done that and why… Why would I wanna go bust my ass for minimum wage when I can make alot more doing what I do,what I enjoy and be here a stay at home mom?
I have nothing against taking care of the elderly….but I’d rather take care of my own family. Sorry if anyone finds that imoral.

As some of you remember a few years ago I did have a nursing job here in town,which prevented me from being on to do shows alot. So I was never around much…do I regret it no…it got me outa the house,and I needed to give the job world a chance. But I’ll be honest and say I made about 40 dollars a day.

I went to sleep last night around midnight. Woke up today around 8ish am.And my clipstore had sold about 40 bucks….so you tell me. Who needs a “real” job. I can accomplish the same thing and still be here with my kids,or I can go bust my ass for a boss whos never happy for 8 hours. You call it a real job
I call it stupidity

So yea I love my blog to much to give it up,and it really doesn’t cost me alot to keep the sites up even if they aren’t really serving much of a purpose anymore. So I guess I’ll keep em for you guys.

If there is a moral of todays post,considering it’s way longer than I intended for it to be….
it is….
Keep your god damn kids off my site people.