Alluring Nightmare

Sooo….
Todays recording day, for those of you who are waiting for custom videos.
I will attempt to get them all done.

So I know some of you tend to leave only the categories open on clips4sale that you normally buy and may miss updates
So the categories I normally upload to are
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And the Audio only category, which I won’t post a pic of because I’m not even really ranked.I get why there may not be a big demand for audios.However I enjoy doing them because I like to imagine you laying in bed next to your wives or girlfriends with my voice in your head masturbating in the middle of the night with them laying asleep.Or even alone….cuz I’m all you got. Let’s face it you need me.

And on that note.Because this is my vision and what I want of you.
I will be releasing the audio clips on my website as well for free.For members of course who pay the monthly fee…I’ll allow you to download them, so you can keep them and listen to them in bed.Your welcome.

Also to the ones who keep cancelling their website memberships.It’s not like I hound people when they decide to cancel.I mean in fact it does give me a warning and apparently I’m suppose to try to talk you out of it, but I have a bad attitude and fuck you if you don’t want it anymore.lol
But seriously…to those who keep canceling and then coming back 2 weeks later, or a month later.
Why cancel. You know your asses are coming back to me.It’s just a fact, your history has proven it.
So don’t think I can’t see that shit

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Worship Thyself

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I forgot to say in yesterdays blog that a lot of you have been making requests for videos on the members site.
I’ve even responded and said I’d do them. I wasn’t lying and I’m trying.

For instance someone wanted a 120 carton makeout video.First I couldn’t find anywhere to sell me a damn carton of 120s.I live in a very small place.
So I decided to just compramise and at least release something while waiting and I got a carton of saratoga 120’s to make a video with.And then I proceeded to make the video.It went really well actually. Up until the point I was finished and realized it never recorded. There’s really no redo or back tracking after that. Since the cartons now open and destroyed.

In fact about 3-4 videos this week didn’t record. My webcam software apparently has issues.Just like last week some of the videos had really bad sound. I’m having no luck, but that’s life.

All I can say is that since i need the money for the house next door there will be an over load of videos coming your way.So I hope your ready. And I’m sure some of the things you’ve been asking me for will be available this week.

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Run baby run baby run

So it’s been a while huh.
I’ve never been good at keeping a blog.My intentions are good but who has time to write in these things daily. Or in my case weekly. Haha

I find myself in need of money as always.Though that’s not why I’m here. I simply have nothing to talk about and thought I’d share.When I bought this house I’m currently in, there was also a house next door that is falling down.Everyone in town has been on my case to purchase it and tear it down.No one wants it there.And frankly I could use it,there is not enough parking area at my house.So the goal was always to buy it and build a nice garage on the lot.
Sure I have a garage right now.An old one which apparently didn’t think that at some point vehicles were going to double in size.So what I have is a garage I can pull up to in my truck, but not enter.Kinda amusing
Anyway I’ve spent a couple months trying to figure out how to get this property.With no luck. I have actually contacted the owners.They’ve agreed to sell it to me on multiple occasions, yet I never hear from them again. basically a couple who divorced and then both abandoned the house and their shit in it.Right now it’s falling in and just a breeding factory for way to many neighborhood cats.
So since these people are useless to me, and have now disappeared out of the state I have no choice but to try to get it with the back taxes.Which thankfully for me has already been going on for years.No ones ever shown interest in it the multiple times it’s been put up for auction before.Unfortunately the next auction will be in like 5 weeks which doesn’t give me much time to aquire the 2k dollars needed to aquire the title.So feel free to overload me with tons of custom video or audio requests.

Yes, I do audios as well if you didn’t know. Sometimes I try to post them on my personal website.Most of the time the audios are highly inappropriate but could you really expect anything less of me.That’s probably why they are in audio form afterall. And it would be a shame for all not to enjoy them.

In fact if you love the sound of my voice you can find my work here as well

The taboo ones aren’t really there. In fact sometimes I don’t post them at all they are so bad. If your ever interested just email me to buy them.

Poor Brandilynn probably feels all caged up and ignored. But honestly I’m just always so busy. Let me know when your ready for another video bitch.
Until then everyone should enjoy this
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Beautiful isn’t it.Poor thing.

I haven’t heard from JCM really since our last session.Maybe his cravings have been put at bay for a while. Or maybe it’s the fact I almost never respond to him.(YEs, surprise I do that to everyone haha)

True fact I’m terrible at answering messages, or emails. If you email me and say you’d like a video it might take me weeks to get back to you.Not saying its right, just stating the truth.
However if you just send the money and a message stating what you want then I tend to get it done within 2 days.Not because I only care about the money people.If I only cared about the money I’d respond right away to the messages now wouldn’t I???? But somehow having people just send the money makes me then feel obligated to do things in a timely manner.I hate obligations, I must get rid of them and complete them. Some people have figured this out about me. Good for you

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Lethal Devotion

So I’ve decided I’m having fun with JCM on our one night a month that he can afford me.I like to treat it like a nice date.Good reason to dress up and put on a pretty dress.I think I’ll have some champagne next time.I don’t really think he knows what he’s getting hiself into.

I know there are many different types of people who joined my website.And because of that you all wish for different types of videos.I don’t blame you.It’s fine to message me if I haven’t posted one your looking forward to for a while but please also understand that I already post at least one video a day,sometimes more.That’s at least 30 updates a month which is A LOT. If I posted more I’d run out of videos quick and I’m hoping the site will last several years.So I can’t just give you everything.

I never heard back from shiny after his last video.Apparently he got his fix.
Brandilynn is having a rough time in her new chastity fucking her ass constantly since that’s the only way to get off.

As a lot of you have already realized I am generally on niteflirt or skype during the day when I have time.
duct tape slut finally took the tape off long enough to speak to me.He came hard.

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All the best people are crazy

So I just thought I’d post this because it amused me so much

Hi, I called the other day because I was gagged with several layers of duct tape. I was surprised to find you on niteflirt because I remember seeing you a couple times on YouTube. I love your 120 smoking videos. I was so excited to see your profile I couldn’t get the duct tape off fast enough to stop you from hanging up. I just wanted to say I’m a big fan and hope to see you on again soon

Awe this poor guy, I guess he should be a warning to everyone If you call me to do a skype session maybe be able to least say hello haha

Sorry for hanging up on you dude, I wouldn’t have if I had known

Also there’s a new sissy auction posted, go bid.You should already know the link, or follow my twitter

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Find what you love and let it kill you

Sup Sin Junkies.
don’t forget to watch for my weekly sissy auctions on ebanned.Links in my twitter, which you should already be following. You can also just request your own box to be made for you and customize it to have what you want in it.Panties,bras,clothes,old makeup….yes I said old…and used. I don’t give away my stuff come on…lol.A lot of different crap I throw into these boxes, wigs,jewelry,cigarettes(and by that I mean half smoked, lipstick stained),sex toys. Just depends how I’m feeling that week.

Don’t forget to schedule your hour long shows with me next week. I prefer to stick to one a day, so Don’t miss out

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Friday-free

Remember it’s 100$ for an hour but well worth it. And you get to pick what we do within reason.
Here’s a new video for you to enjoy

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Dirty Little Disaster

So you know I like to share what I’ve been listening to, so here’s one for you.Doesn’t seem overly popular apparently, guess I’m weird.

Not much to talk about recently.Hence no blogs. I have a hair appointment today which is something I don’t normally do.But it’s getting to be summertime and my kids enjoy going to the pool a lot, frankly I enjoy it to so I’m bad at not swimming just to keep my hair dry.Then it turns into a natural disaster.My hair thinks it’s half black. I did actually go and get it cut last week also, so thanks for pointing out scary german guy, that normally I get paid to do such things, I don’t pay for it.She did not do anything I couldn’t do myself so I guess next time I’ll just charge someone to watch me cut it lol.

Currently I’m sitting here uploading the clips for the month. I found this nifty little program that lets me upload to multiple sites at the same time, so It only takes me a day to really load everything for the whole month.Which means the end goal is to spend more time on niteflirt…if you should be so lucky to find me there, which…hasn’t happened yet.
But that doesn’t mean you can’t see me.As I’ve told you for years SCHEDULE IT.
Some people have recently been figuring this out and enjoying me…for an hour.
yes you get me for a whole hour for 100 bucks.
A lot of money isn’t it? However I do so adore the idea that you guys have to save up your money just to see me.And the anticipation of waiting until you get the cash and see me is killer….quite erotic really.It makes your orgasms so much better. It’s a good opportunity to also get to know each other better. And for that hour we can do whatever you want. Smoke,chat, dress up…I don’t give a shit.But it gives me something to look forward to as well.
And if you really think that price is high then keep in mind I normally charge 3.00 a minute.Which would be 180$ So I think I’m being quite kind here.

I still haven’t shaved since new years.I think we are finally getting somewhere.I might finally be turning into a real woman.So come and enjoy the pussy hair.And see for yourselves that I am actually a real red head. I’ve also returned my clit ring to where it belongs.But it’s a lot more subtle than it use to be.

My website may contain duplicate videos.If you encounter this I would love it if you message me to let me know. I’ve been trying to catch them, and I also try to keep good track of it but shit happens you know.

I know some of you aren’t real Sin Junkies and see other girls. Feel free to show them the way to my script store if they need more ideas for their clips. Or be even nicer and just go buy your favorite one and give it to them, I don’t care. It’s always fun to see the difference in the final outcome when you give several girls the same script.

I admit I’ve been having a bit of difficulty getting things done because my neighbors are constantly dropping off their kids at my house.I expect this is only going to get worse over the summer.They practically live here too.But eh, I’m to mean to say no, and my kids like it. What am I suppose to say really anyway…..can you not bring your kids to my house I’m a little busy trying to get the world off.
So tomorrow I have my childs birthday. Who knows how many kids are going to be here.

Anyone worth talking about recently? Hmm
Scary German Guy has discovered lately that he spends 20-30 hours a month with me.Poor bastard…that must be the definition of an addict.I’d tell you to do the math but what’s the point, we all know he sent me 23k to buy this house

Brandilynn is nicely asking for more attention.And has aquired the chastity device she was instructed to get…..let the fun (and whining) begin
I’m sure her new popper addiction isn’t going to help the matter.

Creating junkies is simply what I do.
Forced intox videos? Oh yes, I fully plan on it in about 2 months.When I no longer have to drive back and forth to pick up my kids from school. Because it just wouldn’t be right if I couldn’t join you in the videos taking shots. We shall get tipsy and fuck ourselves.

JCM is still working on saving up cash to see me again.
I’d love to say my time with him is his fix, but that’s not true because I think the time he spends away saving back up is torture and then he ends up just thinking about it more.Mind fuckery

I seem to have attained a panty whore.I can say I fully enjoy this prospect.That moment when you realize you’ve sucked my panties clean and there’s nothing left…..YOU MUST GET MORE> Oh I tried to make them a little dirtier this time but I bet it’s not enough and he’ll be back asking for something even more extreme.

And then there’s marc…..I suppose I don’t normally mention the bang cutting guy.Truth is he asked me to cut my hair last time and I did it without getting the cash first because he’s never failed to pay me before…..HE FAILED THIS TIME>
Yet somehow months later he shows up to pay me.Because somehow in his mind he thinks he shouldn’t anger me or I won’t meet him for real.
Meet him for real? What are the chances…
Becoming more likely each day, that’s what I have to say, but now I already have grudge when it happens don’t I? I’m gonna shave your fucking head, and blow all my smoke in your face. And your eyebrows….and well who the fuck knows. I might make your whole body as smooth as a fucking baby

Ah and my loyal website member who was so good at sending tips and presents….well I haven’t been getting any tips or presents. Maybe I have angered him.
Truth is if you guys send me presents sometimes it takes me a long…to long time to actually put them to use in videos.If it makes you feel better I have actually gotten the devil outfit out of the package…..does that count?
Probably not but I’m trying.Forgive me

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Your Penis Owes Me Money

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Life is so busy this year. I am looking forward to next year when I can be home more and get a lot more accomplished. Only about 40 days left
You guys are actually doing a good job keeping me busy as well.

I’ve recently gone on a diet to try to loose this extra 30 pounds I have.We’ll see how that goes. Step 1 is probably trying to break the candybar/donut addiction I have every night. Last night was a fail.I also have an all day mt dew addiction. I’m trying to switch to diet…that shit sucks.Given all my bad habits you’d think I’d look a lot fatter and older.So I guess I’m not doing bad in the first place.Frankly this weight didn’t come from eating anyway, I’ve had it since I had my kids, and just never lost it.
But maybe if I have to post it here it’ll be more motivation.
So first weigh in was 146 pounds.
I been rotating every other day between the gym and the swimming pool.Maybe we’ll add in the basketball court to.

I did actually loose all that weight once.But as soon as I stopped smoking pot it all came right back…odd isn’t it? I think that shit is suppose to make you hungry.But it makes me loose a lot of weight, to bad it’s not legal where i am.

I find the whole thing amusing because I really only eat once a day.But according to diet standards apparently your suppose to eat several times a day to loose weight…I’ll try anything once I guess.Sometimes I wonder if I’m going the wrong way anyway. I get tons of requests for lilith still. Maybe I need to gain 100 pounds. I miss Lilith to, and I’m sorry I can’t bring you guys more content of her, or set you up with any skype shows.She just up and disappeared.She also owed me quite a bit of money so chances are she won’t be back.But I have tried to find her if it makes you feel better.In fact I do know where she is, but if this is what she wanted to do she’d still be here wouldn’t she.

Girls come and go all the time.I think I’m about done trying to find/help them. Often they just go off on their own and think they can do better. Good luck to them.

Feel free to buy lots more videos.People are expecting me to have 1200$ in about 3 weeks to tear down the house next to me.Yes people that is the plan, I’m gonna buy out the whole block.Who needs neighbors anyway.

I won’t give any updates this time cuz there’s really none to give.Unfortunately my “slaves” aren’t even the ones keeping me busy. I can give a couple though
Brandilynn is suppose to be aquiring a chastity.Bit confused right now as of the size…bitch I don’t have a dick nor do I spend a lot of time touching those nasty things, just measure it.
JCM is still scraping up money to see me as often as he can.I tried to tell him he’d see me more if he just stopped feeding his wife, but whatever.

So I’ve been wanting to shoot a video of my closet, which the sissys should enjoy.It’s a disaster right now so I might actually show the before/after of it. I know I’ve been putting a lot of sissy auctions together, you’ll get to enjoy everything I’ll never sell you.Some of you have been asking for my wigs.Are you kidding me? I have a hard time parting with my things.Wigs aren’t usually to cheap, but you guys are, if you want them pay more. I did find a few cheap wigs for some lucky people.So I currently have 2 that can go.

Hopefully I’ll actually make it to the rest of this house to record in since I don’t think I’ve really left my own room yet in videos.

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Bill Slaves

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So no one has really stepped up to the video challenge I issued.Not surprised.
So I’ve added some of my bills to the members area. You can find them where you click to buy a membership. As they get paid I’ll remove them every month, and readd them when they are due again.Your obviously bad at fufilling my wishes, but good at handing me your cash…so I guess we will stick to that.

I always said once my kids were older and I had more free time to myself that I would probably do live sessions.Now seems to be that time.If you have been itching for years to be in a room personally with me, now is your chance.It’ll cost you a lot.How much? Who knows.case by case basis is how I like to keep things.And it’s nice to keep you guessing.Just keep your requests reasonable.

Last month was a pretty good clip income month, keep up the good work.Now all we need to do is get me back on top where i belong.Typically when I take a week off a month(for girl reasons) my clip placement drops a lot.I’m trying to record extras to keep that from happening.Or maybe I just need a good period slave to make up for it

I have a sesion with scary german guy in 20 minutes.
And A session tonight with JCM. It’s gonna be a busy day.

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Pay the price

So You guys have been keeping me pretty busy lately. So busy in fact that I actually had an offer to get 25$ every time I posted a video of me smoking with a holder….except I haven’t even had time to do any.Maybe today…I think this may be the first day I have no customs to make and can do what I want. Speaking of customs it’s actually pretty cheap.I charge quite a bit less than most of the other girls for a reason.And it’s higher to see me live.
I can make videos in my own time,I enjoy doing them.I like knowing that you can re-watch them over and over and continue cumming and obeying me.And they are 30$ for 10 minutes.Live shows are a bit trickier.I just don’t have time.
So Incase you didn’t know live shows on skype tend to be 100$, granted you get an hour…or more if I’m having a good time.But they have to be paid and set up before hand.

I’ve been posting quite a bit to ebanned lately.Make sure you watch for my auctions. I got some unexpected pictures in my email this morning from the guy who won my valentines socks. I was entertained. What a good boy.
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I have had some inquiries about my slave offer for videos, but as expected none have followed through…even Mikisbi who I had the most hope for.But then what has he ever really followed through with?
Never heard back from Monica after her last video.(which for the record slightly irks me when people do this,and many of you do.At least tell me if you got it.)
Daniella returned for more this week
Tantrum throwing sissy Brandilynn also aquired a video this week, but was probably not what she was expecting at all
I had a nice chat with scary german guy yesterday(who bought my house) I’m thinking the next step is that life insurance policy.Then again in the end, that is the final step for all of my slaves isn’t it addicts?
JCM has saved up enough money to see me on cam again this week.Poor guy, if you keep this up it might become a habit.
Shiny went on vacation and decided he might be fine without me for a while.We both know you’ll be back.The bigger question is how was your vacation with all those thoughts of me invading your brain.

I have quite a collection of used cigarettes saved up from recording videos.Normally I stick them all in a pack together and send them off to someone lucky.It’s a good opportunity to experience cigarettes you may not have had the chance to try before.More than that it’s a good chance to put your lips where mine have been.taste my lipstick stains and overall make your cock harder than it’s ever been before.Let me know if your interested.This time i’ll even include a signed picture of myself.

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